Neecee's Chaotically Beautiful Life

So I guess to provide some insight to who I am. I should introduce myself and give you an idea of where I am at currently before going all the way back to the start.
I am 42 years old. I know you read I'm retired and now it doesn't add up. Well it's medically retired through the military. Like many of our veterans I have PTSD. I have a myriad of other issues but that's the one most people will recognize and understand.
Due to my issues, I call them issues. I apologise if that offends anyone. I am not working right now and my cutoff for a decision if I go back to my employer is next week. I am leaning to the side that I won't be able to return. Panic attacks are a killer and my biggest one ever started in the parking lot of my employer. It ended up with me pulled off the freeway passed out from exhaustion and my husband pulling me out of the car to take me home. Not a fun day. So you can see my hesitation to go  back. I have also developed an annoying habit of randomly fainting.
So as the prospect of staying home for the time being I have decided blogging might be therapeutic. And my memory is pretty bad so it might help my future self remember who I am.
I have had an interesting life and I love to tell stories. So to really get started I might need a little help. What would you like to know. What are things the readers are dying to know? I'm a really open person so whatever angle you want to use is fine. Questions for a woman, Im one of those. Questions for a veteran, I got your six. Have a question for someone who is barely mentally stable, send them my way.
I'll make a blog post out of anything. Of course I won't mention you. So send me those questions and until then I'll start to patch my life together going all the way back, of course my memory is horrible so I feel like this is going to be a bumpy ride. So buckle up and we will get this mother going.
Until tomorrow, stay crazy.